Writing at 4 AM in the morning about the last few days I just feel…. like I’m riding a rollercoaster…. Is this how love feels?!
Is it supposed to be this way?
Is it supposed to get me high and then hit me at my lowest to just wish to disappear?
Is it ok to enjoy the ride? Or should I scream and cry at the end of it all?
How should I behave in this situation? I have never been put in such a situation…
Please excuse the typing, I am on 12 hours + of non-sleep….more like wasted… but I swear I am wide awake :)))
eeee…that would be all for today.
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